Trying to feel less isolated. Introverted mum of 2. Wife of an extreme extrovert. My brain unfortunately needs constant stimulation, and I often burnout with deep bouts of intense focus on whatever goal I'm trying to accomplish in the most excellent manner I can muster. The feeling of isolation is excruciating, but I also loathe being in large, yet intimate groups of people. I just need a couple people to deeply attach to, or people to have ongoing conversations with. I've yet to figure out how to balance my social life. I don't even think I have one anymore.