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sociableSpruce9018
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts64 Forum posts36 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2023 Member sinceMarch 19, 2020
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Not feeling like a „woman“ in/after recovery
Eating Disorder Support / by sociableSpruce9018
Last post
 August 11th, 2022
...See more Hey guys, i‘ve struggled with various forms of disordered eating and eating disorders and the latest was anorexia. I‘m currently 5 months in recovery and am doing pretty good. I have gained weight since then, but i still don‘t weigh as much as i did before. I guess i should tell you that before anorexia i kind of had the idealised western body. I had hips, a nice butt, a small waist and „normal“ boobs. But now i don‘t have any of it. So i kind of feel stuck in between. Because i have gained too much weight to feel like i am this skinny ideal i was dreaming about when i was anorexic but i have not enough weight to be the woman i was before again. Does anyone else have this problem? I feel like nobody understands why it means so much to me to have breasts/a butt again.
Any cake ideas?
Eating Disorder Support / by sociableSpruce9018
Last post
 April 2nd, 2022
...See more Hey, i have struggled with various eating disorders for so many years now. This year i’m in recovery and doing pretty good, which is something i am really proud of. So i decided that i want to celebrate my birthday this year with a cake. Even the thought of it is a huge milestone for me! The problem is that i actually have no clue what cakes exist. So if anyone has a suggestion i would love to hear it. I’m actually stressing a lot about it, because my birthday is in a week and i am scared that i won’t find a cake and will “waste” another birthday - if that makes sense. So i know that cake may be a fear food for some people but if anyone knows a delicious cake, please let me know. Thank you and keep fighting💛
Ideas for hobbies and activities
Hobby Zone / by sociableSpruce9018
Last post
 April 27th, 2022
...See more Hey, i have struggled with my mental health for so many years and it is finally getting better (i’m really thankful for that), but know i start to realise that i have absolutely no clue how to live life again, so i wanted to ask if anyone has some ideas for a hobby or some kind of activity i could try; i spent so much time in my head that i am grateful for any suggestion what i could do with my new free time😊
How to find someone
Anxiety Support / by sociableSpruce9018
Last post
 December 1st, 2022
...See more i have social anxiety and i have always wondered how people who also struggle with sad get in a relationship, like how do you meet people and build a connection with them?
Social anxiety and relationships
Anxiety Support / by sociableSpruce9018
Last post
 January 29th, 2022
...See more Hey everyone, i have struggled with social anxiety for many many years, especially in my teenage years and although it is a lot better now, i still have this fear of never having a relationship, because i‘m still too anxious to get close to someone who doesn‘t understand how social anxiety feels like, but everyone around is dating and with every month i feel like it will get worse, because i never had any romantic experience whatsoever and the older i get the more unusual that is, which makes my anxiety even worse, idk if anyone can even understand what i mean, but maybe someone can relate
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