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natsuki111
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Trauma is eating me
Trauma Support / by natsuki111
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 May 4th, 2019
...See more I just joined this service this month to self-heal myself some how because it's got to the point I can no longer deal with my own emotion. I've always had an anxiety issue. I felt sudden urge to cry during class, the tendency to be a perfectionist and just so unstable. But this month, attched to all that problems, was the death of my soulmate/boyfriend. We had beein in long-distance relationship between two countries and he just commited siucide by hanging himself. Just writing this makes me shiver because I don't understand the situation. Sicne I couldn't afford to fly to his country, I was not able participate in his memorial service, either. It still feels like he is still alive. But he is not taking my calls anymore. I am starting to feel this traumatic experience is eating me alive.
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