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jlosmith255
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Relationship Stress / by jlosmith255
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 August 24th, 2021
...See more So last year I broke up with my ex of 4 years where we lived together and was my first love (I’m 21) we had fights a lot we were drifting apart then everything would be good and we talking about getting engaged but he seemed like he didn’t want to I was upset and hurt and things kept getting worse so we broke up we try to stay friends but I met someone and things blew up he met someone same thing this new guy I met I talked to for a year I was sad about my ex and he helped me a lot I was very open with him my ex would come in and act like he wanted to be with me again and then I would catch him in a lie and it would destroy me.. and the new guy wanted to date and so he told me that I needed to decide which was fair and I chose my ex Bc I didn’t think I could get over him.. well me and my ex started having our problems again and I started texting the new guy again he and I hadn’t stop talking til recently when he found out my ex was at my house to have a talk and I didn’t tell him he said he couldn’t take it anymore I was very heartbroken and I felt guilty Bc my ex doesn’t know but with ex it’s been like a roller coaster with him he’s has his issue with me as I do with him we are like on cloud 9 one day fighting the next recently I had something big happen and my ex was supposed to be there for me and he wasn’t and I ended up calling the new guy and he was there and I told him that I shouldn’t be talking to him but I do miss him and he honestly was great to me and I regret not choosing him and I told him and he told me that I need to figure myself out and hopefully if we are both single something can come of that.. but at this point I’m so torn I love both but I’m scared I will never get over my ex and that it’s always going to be like this.. I’m scared to make a wrong choice I just need help
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