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jKempy
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PathStep 22 Compassion hearts52 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceMay 17, 2020
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I just want to be free...
General Support / by jKempy
Last post
 February 28th, 2021
...See more From all the negatives and be free to live life the way my mind and body deems to be suitable..
Age gap in gay relationships
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by jKempy
Last post
 September 12th, 2020
...See more what is considered acceptable?
Bad drinking habits makes me feel zoned out
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by jKempy
Last post
 June 14th, 2020
...See more I only drink at night but when I do I guzzle it like tomorrow doesn't exist. I drink whiskey heavy, usually starting about 9pm then as I try to regulate my consumption, the effects of the alcohol kicks in then I am under the influence - there is no control in my consumption. I increase the strength as I drink pints after pints of whiskey. Then my body submits to the effects and I quitely take myself to bed where I sleep without a thought in my head. My kidney are feeling the pressure of continuious heavy alcohol intake. I know I should stop but I have an over active mind that makes sleeping a nightmare. I get restless leg syndrome and feel like I need to chop my leg off to relax. My brain goes on a marathon at times when I should be relaxing. I tell myself often I must stop but when the time comes I feel inclined to give in due to fear that my mind will go into overdrive. I generally feel more happy when drunk but the effects of this may well be killing me slowly. I understand the dangers but inner conflictions make it a dilemma hard to address. The pressure of life, a bad childhood experiance resulting in PTSD, anxiety, and depression comes in sync with how I respond to my issues at night.
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