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creativeCoconut9561
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts28 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceJuly 20, 2024
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Coming out
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by creativeCoconut9561
Last post
 August 9th
...See more hi im a 20 year old female who has been closeted since i was 11. I constantly wear a mask around my family, they dont know my true personality. Im so tired of hiding who i am but i cant come out, im scared. My mom is a very religious woman and im scared of her reaction. My dad isnt in my life, and my brother doesnt care. My family is very controlling over me and i am dependent on them since i have severe depression and anxiety, if something were to go wrong they could isolate me take away all my communication and blame my friends for turning me gay. i dont know what to do, i dont want to live like this anymore i just want freedom i feel so suffocated i just want to be my true self i just want to be happy.
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Depression Support / by creativeCoconut9561
Last post
 August 24th
...See more i feel so *** i hate my family i hate everything i hate everyone i just want to run away change my name change my face change everything about myself and start over a fresh new life where i can start over i hate my past decisions i hate the person i was in the past and ill never forgive myself im a bad person and i hate myself so much i wish i could just go back in time and restart my whole life i wish for this so badly that i even have vivid dreams about it ive messed up too many times in my current life and theres nothing going for me my future is uncertain and blank i really didn’t think id even make it to my 20s what am i even doing with my life besides rotting in bed everyday im just so tired ive been in treatment since my teen years and nothing has ever worked and im so sick and tired of trying different therapists and different medications im just broken no one can fix me i cant fix myself why am i here and why was i born im sorry to my family and friends that have to suffer along with me im a curse to everyone around me i just want to live a normal life like everyone else please
Job & School
Anxiety Support / by creativeCoconut9561
Last post
 July 22nd
...See more Hi, is there any jobs i can do as a full time student with severe social anxiety? im in a bad situation at home and really need to save up and move away. If possible an online job would be ideal since i have really bad social anxiety, i barely leave home and cant function normally around other people but my home situation is bad so ill try to overcome it for a job.
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