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Zachi2
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts36 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2018 Member sinceJuly 2, 2017
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Im a little bit of a nerd. I play video games, MTG and some table top. I do like going out to camp and hike from time to time.
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internal struggles
Anxiety Support / by Zachi2
Last post
 February 27th, 2018
...See more so i kinda need a little, i dunno if I wanna say guidance, but something. have a huge panic attack/break down yesterday. took it out on my partner. We talked this morning and he told me he was partially to blame due to how hes been acting this month but we both agree we definently need to sit down and talk since we both really want to have a future with each other. On that same token, a friend torn into me for a few things but one big thing that it did do was through me into a mind set to introspect almost. Im came to realize im at a constant war with my self over wanting to be social and be with my partner at fun events and such, since he likes to talk about me and brag about me. but I also want to sheild myself from becoming invested in others since I've been walked on, backstabbed and used for others personal gain. This starting to creep into psych/therapy terriroty? It is really effecting my personal life, work ethic and my relatiships with friends and my partner
havnt talked to two friends in a while. Debating on trying to rekindle
Relationship Stress / by Zachi2
Last post
 July 16th, 2017
...See more So I have, or well had, two friends who I stopped talking to and the thought about talking to them has sprung back up. One was just super obnoixious and literally wouldnt listen to anyone when they brought it up. He was also the kind of person who would take your advice and throw it out the window because "he was right' Hes the least likly to be rekindled The other friend however, I've had a long standing with him but the last 4 months before i stopped talking to him, and subsiqently visited, i just stopped talking to him. He almost wouldnt take no for an awnser when he tried to have me in a polyamours relationship. Couple this with the fact his boyfriend told me "I dont know why, but you changed for the worse" If I talk to him, I fear it will just turn into that loop again. I have other friends, but one was a manipulative person with an abrasive personality that got jealous when I got close to my current boyfriend, one was an extreme egotist and had no concept of reality and one was the person my ex cheated on me with. I feel like I know I shouldnt rekindle, but Im not sure.
Anyone else feel like they intentionally play tilting video games?
Hobby Zone / by Zachi2
Last post
 July 19th, 2017
...See more Like, I dont know if its just me wanting to play these games, or if im craving that aggression I feel when I get upset, but I cant seem to stop playing them. Leauge of Legends, Rainbow 6 Siege, to a lesser extend Heros of the Storm. I know when i get beyond tilted and stop playing (which then my friends are like. Why are you being such a quitter, which I then respond with "fine, I can keep playing and throw every match tonight if you want") But Im curious if anyone else does this too Side note. Would love to have more people to play games with :)
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