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Twistedandinsane
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How do you cope with feeling incredibly unattractive
Personality Disorders Support / by Twistedandinsane
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 May 1st, 2019
...See more As the title suggests really... I'm at the point where i avoid relationships with people because im afraid of how they turn out, how i am in the relationship... every now and then i think i should try, you know, when i get lonely... then if i get rejected or ghosted or w/e it just shatters me The only way i can have physical contact with women is if i shut myself off completely, but then im just completely emotionless and they end up wanting more than im willing to offer I also don't know how to tell people... on the one hand i want to be up front and give people the opportunity to run away and avoid the turmoil, on the other hand i dont want the disorder to ruin every relationship even before it starts... What a mess
Hi, my name is Matt
Personality Disorders Support / by Twistedandinsane
Last post
 May 31st, 2018
...See more Hey my name is Matt I have been diagnosed with several things but I think BPD and panic disorder are probably the most prominent... The panic disorder I knew about for the last 7 years but the BPD is more recent. I think to a degree I have been in denial about it. I tried to cure myself with healthy living, eating well, exercise, sport and better thought patterns. I quit my anti depressants and tranquilisers, but I have since come to believe that my problems are biological so I started a mood stabilizer today. I have some anti depressants for the anxiety but I'm thinking ill hold onto those and see how much of a difference the mood stabilizer makes alone. I'm always a bit nervous taking new medication but lets see how it goes! As for the actual BPD, I have been told that I'm highly self aware. I made a conscious decision to stay single about 9 months ago because I am tired of ending relationships out of guilt. You know how it goes, you get moody... see the bad... the other person feels bad... you feel guilty. Luckily I'm not aggressive but definitely moody Anyway! Nice to meet you all - thanks for reading!
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