Does God really love me if I am suicidal?

Does "God" love me makes it sound like God is human. I believe there may be a source of unconditional love, but based on my experience, it may be difficult to feel that most of the time. So unfortunately for people who feel depressed, they may or may not get to experience that kind of love, especially at the time when they need it most. However, I am a bit amazed that a source of positive energy, intelligence or love might exist, so it helps to know that it is "real" and not just the imagination. I believe timing is important, because there are moments when you really need support and other moments when you don't. An intelligent force probably understands that. I believe some effort is required to experience that, but some people are lucky.

I believe the question has a good intention. The straightforward answer is yes, god should love you. By love I mean a deeply unconditional acceptance and caring about your well-being. However, god can help you as far as your belive. A person, who always is there for you either you like it or not is yourself. I think the real challenge, the only goal of self-improvement is to be able to love ourselves, to care about ourselves and nurture ourselves. Only then, we can spread love and kindness. Lastly, I wish everybody a good day and keep persuing what is worth fighting

According to the Bible, God loves you no matter what you do, and He has unconditional love. I'm sorry that you feel this way about yourself. Suicidal thoughts and actions do not make him love you any less. He sent His Son Jesus to die on the cross for our sins. Mental illness was a problem in any time period and in any place in the world. God cares SO much about you, don't sweat it. He will never stop loving you. He has no conditions to his love and how far it spreads. Take care, I'm praying for you!