How will I ever be able to start my transition and become who I really am?

When you are truly ready this will not be a question. You will wake up one morning and say today is the day today is day one of forever, day one of becoming who i really am and who i want to be. You can do this. If its something that will make you truly happy then do it. Tomorrow is not promised and all we have is now. So be you and be amazing. Take the step that will change you in to who you really are and shine on. I believe in you !!!

Unfortunately, this is the type of question that only you know the answer to. I'd say the best way to get the ball rolling is to ask yourself important questions about what you want from life and who you consider the "ideal you" to be. Of course, this is much easier said than done, but when you do this, pay attention to the thoughts that pop into your mind. These thoughts can be what is stopping you from reaching that goal, as it often makes us feel as though we can't reach out and grab what we want. Yeah, hope this helped some!