I'm suddenly ready to actually get better. Is it possible to fully recover?

Hi! I would say yes, I do believe that we all can truly and fully recover. But it is important to remember that you can´t erase what you have been through. Your experiences left an impact on you and changed you. So, you will never be the same, but that is not a bad thing. In Japan, broken objects are often repaired with gold. The flaw is seen as a unique piece of the object´s history, which adds to its beauty. I like to think that this applies to us all. So, I wish you good luck on your recovery :)