Why do I wake up thinking about what it would feel to have a happy family?

It is completely normal to feel that way. This is something that I used to struggle with when I felt that my life was going to derail at one any moment. You might be feeling this because you felt the same way I felt, or about something else that goes far more deep into your past. Maybe your family? How you were brought up? Was there someone who made you feel bad all the time? Maybe you feel that you don't deserve to have a happy family, so you think about how it would be if you did. How come you feel this way? Is it because of something you regret?