looking to find help

Hi,

I'm new here, and I'm still trying to figure out how this site works. I figure the best way is to just jump straight in. I have been thinking of going to a therapist for a while now, but I'm too scared to talk to someone in person about all the things going on in my head. It's also very much out of my budget. I don't really have anyone close to me who understands depression that I'm willing to talk to.

To sum my situation up, I have been struggling with undiagnosed depression for years. I'm 22, and I guess being an adult and living on my own has made it worse. I can't commit to anything, I give up so easily. I moved across the country to have a fresh start only to find myself more alone than I've ever felt. I have no motivation to do anything anymore, and I really just want to get better.

I'm hoping to talk to people who understand, and maybe get some advice. Hopefully I am able to give advice to others in the process.

-a.o