TW Violence/shooting

Yesterday morning I woke up to investigators outside my window. I go outside and talk to them and while being questioned they told me my boyfriend(son's dad) had been shot. They didn't believe I didn't do it until they went to talk to my mom who ensured I would of had to wake her up to watch our son, somehow get to him, and somehow get a gun. After a while I figured out he'd been shot twice, once in the face and once in the chest. The people also tried to slit his throat. He's in the hospital having to have multiple surgeries. One of his lungs has collapsed, and his teeth shattered, jaws broken and the bullet has to be removed today. I've been spending my day doing nothing but waiting to get a call from him. He was supposed to call this morning but I've heard nothing yet.

I'm so upset. My heart hurts, I'm sad, I'm angry, I feel lost, like this can't be real, I miss him, every few minutes I can't help but cry. I feel so alone