Spreading Kindness

Goodevening to whoever reads this!

I am a special education teacher and I very much love what I am doing with my life. This week my students and I will be celebrating Random Acts of Kindness Week and hopefully be spreading a little bit of kindness. At least... I keep telling myself I'm happy.

The only problem is that this weekend I have felt only sadness. I have had some serious health issues these past few months that have goneundiagnosed. I am feeling so helpless on the inside that I amnot sure how much longer I can keep up this fake happiness on the outside. In addition to this, I had one of my teeth unexpectedly crack and I do not have the money or self-confidence to go to a dentist right now. I don't want to burden my family with these problems of mine, so I've been trying to ignore them.

Now, I'm not really a suicidal person, but I'm feeling sohopeless that Igoogledsuicide crisishotlines.Ifound this website and have been reading a few of the threads here that made me feel a little bit more at ease. I'm not completelybetter because as I sit here I have a throbbing headache that I feellike I've had for years, but my heart is a little bit happier knowing there are people out here that are just listening.

I am glad I found this website in my quest for kindness and I hope my week goes up hill.
​Thank you forlistening to my rambles :)