'Runs in' gives hugs 'runs out'

I am big on hugging. Just my personality. It helps me deal with so much. You those hugs where you're completely enveloped by the person. And it's a nice firm hug, not too lax not too constricting. And you feel warm and safe and loved. Almost like all your troubles could just melt away in that moment.
I'm studying away from home and it's hard for me to trust and open up to people (anxiety etc) so I haven't had a hug like that in months. And it sucks especially on days like today when all I want to do is forget everything and just go home.

I just wnt an attack hug or cuddle hug. That is all :)

I just wnt an attack hug or cuddle hug. That is all :)

I could use a hug

I would love one if those fatherly hugs

i want a big hug please 🙆

I really need a hug today :(

well. fictional but nice.
hugs of the world.
thousands of light years from here there was a place to fall asleep without fear if you were alone in the bedroom. there was a living creature looked almost completely human. cold hands, pale skin, two big and warm power sources inside their ribcage and the whole universe in their big dark eyes. I wrapped my arms around theirs neck and breathed out warm air in their ear, smiling. they smiled back, I knew, and caught me in their arms, and was holding me like I was a little star from fairytale for half a minute. I felt safe. I felt I was needed and loved unconditionally. "goodnight," said they. "good luck," replied me.
now the creature is gone. and I give this "I'm here for you, I won't leave you" hugs to you. because the Universe will never abandon you. it loves everyone.
:)

I'm probably weird... Is there anyone who really want's the comfort and love a hug can bring but hates hugs? Ah well, people anyway don't want to give me hugs so I live with it.