Getting back , for myself & my parents (mom & my beloved father)
Entry 1:
Hey Everyone
This side a person who's grieving from a severe loss , the loss of a really close family member , the closest of all.
Every part of mine is done , there's no evident hope that i'd make it but still....taking that chance i'm here , trying to start again & see if i can build on for myself and my family who needs me , afresh from a clean slate.
Anyone who would like to support me , get better on this ride with me is most welcome. It'd be a matter of great pride for me to make friends on this journey
Seeya in the next one
Bye!
@sonofthebestfather1969 You wanting to start again shows that you are strong enough for both yourself and your family<3
Loss of someone we love is also a loss of our own identity, our own being. It's not easy to build yourself back up again but it's not impossible either. I'm glad you're here, I'm so glad that you're giving yourself a second chance. It won't be an easy journey but one which is worth starting. I'm glad you took the first step and I hope you keep finding love and thousands of reasons to keep going.
@sonofthebestfather1969 Your perseverance and drive to start over, even when times seem bleak, is going to be the thing that saves you most in the end. I cannot say that I have experienced such a loss, but as someone who has been struggling with depression and PTSD for over a year, I know very well the deep, desperate feeling that things are never going to get better and that there is nothing to gain from going forward. But there is, there truly is, and that hope that things will get better (and they will! Even if it doesn't feel like it) is a truly remarkable thing. Even if it takes years and years, you will one day find yourself in a better place. I am proud of you for reaching out and want you to know that we are all here to support you. Take care and good luck on your journey <3