VENT. TW : Derealization, Self-Harm
Hi, i am Ash (or Ender, its my nickname). This is a vent, read at your own risk.
Am i real? Of course not, i was never real!.. You know, that one feeling when you get hurt and no one cares? So i had to hurt myself to make the others understand my pain. And the funny part about that, is that no one still cared, so i hurt myself over and over again. I still have to sometimes, but i think that i am ok. After all, i'm just a ghost.
@AshEnder00
I hear you, Ash. Everyone deserves to be seen and heard and understood. In this virtual world it is hard to express "real" since I am a stranger, replying to a post from another stranger. But I know you are real and the feelings you feel are real. My wish for you is that you find happiness and satisfaction in this life.
