Hello
Decided to join after feeling like I’ve been self isolating too long. The past 3 years have not been there best and I really would like to do better to take better care of my mental health after all the beatings I put myself through. I hope, I can only hope.
@astrolina
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Sounds like you’re blaming yourself for the beatings that you went through. I don’t know what happened but you’re a human being and you deserve some grace for whatever decisions you made for those things to happen. It also could be the case that it wasn’t your fault either. Even if you are at fault you deserve forgiveness from yourself.
That being said I understand how it feels to look down on yourself for what might have happened and it isn’t an easy thing to get out of that self loathing hole. I still haven’t figured it out myself, but know that you aren’t alone.