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What am I supposed to think

Nao422 October 9th, 2015
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Hi, by the way I want to notice that I've some difficulties with english language so if don't use the right word just tell me.

Well, so... I have a question I have to ask. (I'm already feel sick...)
when I was young, my elder brother abused me. But it happened a long time ago, I don't remember how old I was and this story resurface 5 years ago (I'm 23). Things are blurred, is that possible that I invented everything? or my mind is trying to protect me(poorly..)
What am I supposed to think about it? Should I be gulty or anger? Is that an important/grave thing? Because now I just don't have any fckng sentiment about that.

Please help with this situation, even if it's for saying hello.

edited by dancingRainbow on 05/05/2017 content edited as too graphic description of abuse, and this is being moved the Traumatic Experiences Community and was edited in accordance with this communities guidelines

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braveSugar7964 October 9th, 2015
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Hello you,

I'm not sure what the response is to your situation, but I've seen a couple of threads here which are similar, in that people aren't sure if they're actually remembering an actual event, or just somehow imagining it.

You were a young child at the time, so in no way should you feel any guilt . I hope you can sort it out in your mind. Take care.

Nao422 OP October 9th, 2015
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Thinks for answer. At least I know that I'm not alone in this case. Maybe I should talk to a psychologist but I don't the courage to do that