What am I supposed to think
Hi, by the way I want to notice that I've some difficulties with english language so if don't use the right word just tell me.
Well, so... I have a question I have to ask. (I'm already feel sick...)
when I was young, my elder brother abused me. But it happened a long time ago, I don't remember how old I was and this story resurface 5 years ago (I'm 23). Things are blurred, is that possible that I invented everything? or my mind is trying to protect me(poorly..)
What am I supposed to think about it? Should I be gulty or anger? Is that an important/grave thing? Because now I just don't have any fckng sentiment about that.
Please help with this situation, even if it's for saying hello.
edited by dancingRainbow on 05/05/2017 content edited as too graphic description of abuse, and this is being moved the Traumatic Experiences Community and was edited in accordance with this communities guidelines