Uncomfortable
When I was young, in school, one of my colleagues used to bully me. He was awful. One of the things that he did to me, in front of a lot of colleagues was grabing one of my intimate parts (there was a lot of confusion going on and he used that moment) and then starting laughing as if it was something so funny. It was really embarassing to me...
@BlueHickory43 - You have nothing to be embarrassed about. He should be ashamed of himself for being a bully and for sexually assaulting you, but that does not reflect on you and is not your fault.
Do you feel like you could report him for his behavior, or is that not feasible in your situation? Have you been able to talk to anyone about how you're feeling? It's natural to feel how you are, but that doesn't mean you have anything to be embarrassed for, and talking through it might help. Take care
Thanks for your support :) Well it was many years ago. I wouldn't say I was so traumatized by that but it certainly made me feel uncomfortable. Now that I am talking about it I think that I should have told someone in my school like a teacher or someone with responsibilities. Or my family. But I was very quiet and kept many bad things to myself... but it's good to talk about it now with someone :)
I'm glad that talking about it now is helping. Sometimes we minimize things that affected us because we feel 'silly' or like they were 'no big deal', but if it is affecting you, it is a big deal and talking about it often helps release the tension you may have been holding. Take care!
