Triggerwarning: Sexual Assault. Assaulted with 19yrs. Still haunting me
Hi I was assaulted by a relative when I was 19yrs. I suppressed it for years and only remembered like in broken pieces. Today I think I nearly know. This assault was very brutal and felt for me like rape (even if it wasn´t in a juridical way). She was much heavier and stronger then me and threatend me to slap me if I go on resisting. I nearly could not breath anymore from a special point and dissociated "half way". That was the most terrible experience. At least I dissociated. There where other people in the room too. But noone took it for serious enough to help me, even if everyone there could see it was unconsesual what was happening there to me. It still haunts me today after more then 20 yrs. 😔
I am from Caucasus but I read some documents (idk American or European) on sexual assault, that even inappropriate touching is assault
@tatevv Hi just saw your message. Thanks for your kind reply. Yes that is true (I am glad it is). Inapropriate touching is clearly labled as an assault here.
@sensitiveSummer4976
i now how you feal I was sexually abused by my older brother when I was 11 when he was 13 I'm 15 now and I haven't been diagnosed with PTSD but I clearly have it cause when it comes back in my head it doesn't leave I had a trigger in school a couple days ago it came up in school people from the child abuse prevention came and talked to us in my child development class and the sexual abuse part of it came up and reminded me of what happened and I couldn't get rid of it out of my head the whole day the teacher said that we could leave at any time but I just couldn't get myself to do it because I still had to hear the information so I was in there forcing myself even though I really wanted to leave I just couldn't get to do it