My parents

After years of dealing with flashbacks and recovering memories, it actually started affecting my grades. I asked my parents to see someone to talk to and they gave me a whole talk that I recorded. I tried again and the same thing happened, this time my mom told me she’ll slap me if I come back. I was scared so while in school I texted her that I was molested. She made me feel guilty saying I’m hurting her and why I didn’t say when it was happening. I couldn’t say that they left me out, and paid no attention to me which he realized so they never cared if I was gone. She said I’m being dramatic and being molested should not affect my grades because other people get assaulted and become successful. I don’t know how she knew I wasn’t but I have been. About 2 weeks ago they talking again and I got it on record, and I brought up that I told them what was wrong and my dad said “I know”. I never told him because my mom threatened me not to, and I thought he was a decent parent and would get me help but just ignored it. They said “forget it and get over it”. I mean how the hell do you get over something like that? I only told them about one person when there has been over 4 people. Now I’m convinced they hate me. And sorry if you read all this I’ll probably delete this and thank you for coming to my tedtalk.