Suicide Loss & Grief & PTSD
Almost 5 yrs ago I lost my brother in law to mental illness Scizoprenia he was 24 at the time of his death he married my sister @ 18 when they both graduated High School in 2012. I miss him alot and I get PTSD from his passing,I try to keep him in my memory and make him proud of me by doing what he wasn't able to considering I to suffer from Depression as well too. I sometimes get worried that I may fall i to the trap of *Suicide* as well but I do try to remember that everyone is different and copes better than others and sometimes do fail to make life worth living and continue on.
Grief is difficult and never easy to go through no matter what whether its a death or change of life ect.
I've never liked the world Suicide I always call it a symptom of deep depression and say the death by mental illness. ❤❤❤❤❤