Childhood abuse on my mind constantly
I can't stop thinking about the abuse or what's been done to me. My anxiety is so high much of the time... I'm so angry... I'm desperate. I'm a Christian woman that just turned 30 and my life has been utterly destroyed. Nothing to show for my life because of the abuse I faced since childhood. I just need somebody that won't leave me. That can understand what I've been through.
I understand you. I too experienced such abuse for a very long time from so many awful people. It is painful, both mentally and physically. It made my life miserable in the past and I am still feeling its effects despite the abuse very rarely happens now. I just want to say there are a lot of people feeling the way you feel right now and we are all facing it together. We are never alone in this fight and we will win, we must, because we deserve to be happy. Know that it is very alright to cry, be sad, be in pain or be hurt, when you must but after you have to move forward. Make happy memories no matter how small it is. You are still in the perfect age to get back your life om track. What matters is that you take care of yourself and move forward.
