##+tRIGGER - abuse unlabeled
I will never be free. My abuser has been in prison for 4 yrs yet i still feel like i'm only back tracking in my return to society. Wy do I read his letteres, why must I continue to hurt and be in pain. When will I have punished mys elf enough
Abuse is some times crazy making, because of the cycle of abuse. Abuse always hits a point where there is a shock to the abuser where they realize they are wrong, thats when you hit the "honeymoon stage" they lavish you with gifts or promises thst they believe they will fulfill. To make up for what they have done. But after a while they go back to how things were. Then it climaxes again. Try and keep yourself going, keep up with your friends and family make sure you arent issolated. Support is the best way to save yourself. It has to stop by you leaving or them getting help. And you cant force someone to get help it is their choice. Just like its your choice to say im worth more than the abuse you've given me. No one deserves abuse.