story of him

I am going through the same situation. I can't breathe. Taking one day at a time. I can't move on. He doesn't care.

He left me when he found out just how messed up I was. He said he'd always be here but isn't. I wanna get better so I can get him back but I also wanna make him pay for leavin me like this.

I thought heaved me but I was wrong. He raped me and beat me so much wear I have a broken ankle broken nose broken arm. Concussion a black eye and bruises everywhere. I am too young and I was a virgin but now I am not because he took that away from me and the first thing the police asked was what I was wearing. And he said he found me in an alley. He fell asleep and I called the cops all while being at the hospital. He got arrested but the let him go since they trust his dad. So now I am with my best friend/ true love (he doesn't know it) and my parents in my hospital room while he is at home.

I'm so sorry for anyone who has gone through this. Not pity, not apology, but a sorrow and empathy from one person to another. I had an unwanted experience myself, though I was fortunate enough to get out of it physically unhurt, largely because it was a "friend" who took advantage. It sucks. Utilize your supports. Learn and use coping skills. The physical injuries will probably heal faster than the internal ones, but it will become less painful over time. Try not to reactbyrunning your lives, like i did with subsequent addiction to drugs, risky behavior,and eating disorders. You will be well.

He told me he cares about me a lot and that he would always be there, then he stopped talking to me and started telling people bad stuff about me. I still love him.

I have a boyfriend but he's not paying much attention to me. sometimesIf i told him to go out and have a date he will make an excuse like he's too lazy to go out or maybe next time and sooner or later i' will just know that he's been with his friend having fun without telling me that. And it hurts.

After 8 years he said heschanged so now we are friends. It hurts like nothing I've felt before and this is from someone in her 40s. Never stop loving

It's almost a year now, but everytime I remember him I just cry.. even with friends asking me about him, I still cry.. its like my heart is diabetic and my wounds are not healing. It still bleeds everytime I want to cry or is crying. I need help. They said this is going to pass, but its still so painful. I dont know what to do. I've been doing a lot of things,like being busy but its still coming back