My Silent Voice (Diary)
My notes for today: Fake people with Fake motives yet they are the ones you are suppose to love and care about??
It is so hard to change me when daily I face the same unproductive crap that keeps feeding on my Traums's How do you get out of this dark hole when everything around you keeps dragging you into this pit. I never knew Love and I've had to make my pain my pleasure and find Happyness in it. Makes me wonder are some people born just to endure torrment and abuse. I trive as I just want to survive, The saying we all have the right to life and the pursuit of happyness. I'm still looking, still trying to find what should already be mine.
ScarletPear1945
I'm by your side as well❤️
@WorkingitThrough2 Hey you ❤️ You've been in my thoughts today. I hope this is ok but I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. Kind of lousy timing with what's going on with your husband
I tried to keep it low-key ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
This is one of the reasons I love you my brother😊.
They took Melvin off life support today, they still don't have his heart rate regulated yet but he is better and he told me he wanted his pants so he could go home😊. I told him he would be there for a while longer. The Doctors still are uncertain of what is going on. Thanks to everyone that said a prayer for us.
@WorkingitThrough2 I'm so glad he's doing better! ❤️ I really hope they can figure out what's going on and get it fixed up for him. I hope he keeps improving ❤️
Try to get some rest for yourself while they're taking care of him ok? Please? 😊 I love you too ❤️ You'll both be in my thoughts and a few extra prayers can't hurt right?
@mytwistedsoul
He is doing pretty well, he is still having issues with breathing and is still coughing up blood. They now feel like his medications caused him to get Pneumonia in both his lungs, and that the heart meds caused his irregular heartbeat beat so they are changing all his meds. I may be able to get a caregiver to help me after this.
I am just unable to physically keep up this pace for both of us. Thank you for the prayers❤️
