@Avaray & @paytonfaye2005

@Avaray @agreeablekite4304

Hey kiddo xx

Hmmmm sounds like someone familiar...

Hey cheeky chop 😏

How u doing Payts...

A lot has happened over the months Payts.... Kite and quite a few others got quite hurt by certain parts/people on certain communities on 7 cups and as much as it broke her heart and others she felt that the only way to keep her whole was to leave, and for our kite as we knew her, that would not have been an easy decision because this place, you, I meant a great deal to her. A decision like that would have been to try keep herself whole inside and work on repairing things that needed to be repaired after those things happened.

I know it's a shock and you probably might be angry (which is actually hurt and sad) I get that kiddo.... It wasnt an easy time.. Xx

Hugs kiddo x

Hey kiddo.. I don't really know what to say.

I know if she was thinking clearly without all the stuff that went on, she would have said goodbye... It takes a lot to break kite, she tried to show the strong side of herself to us but she had inside a very soft heart, and all the things really hurt her and yes she messed up by not saying goodbye.... it didn't mean she didn't care... Think of all the time she did spend time with us here...

Payts... I would be lying if i say i would never leave, no one can promise another person that, as much as we need that in our lives to make that "place inside" feel ok, it's not a promise anyone can keep. Things happen that we cannot forsee

When you have disappeared at times i wasn't sure if you were coming back, and I worried about you, but I knew that if you were ok it didn't mean you had forgotten me, it meant that you were busy coping or doing things that side, sometimes things happen by you and sometimes by us, we live such diff lives and things do happen, but it doesn't mean we never cared or forget each other. I've told you before, you left your footprints on my heart, here or not, I won't forget you.

Payts.. You don't say much about Molly anymore...

What happened at school..

Ps i saw the photos on your feed, is that you.. They're really beautiful kiddo

No kiddo, those people need to be in jail... You didn't deserve any of that, deep down i think you also know that, but by saying that to yourself maybe it just feels somehow more easier to deal with then the reality of who did hurt you.

Naaa Payts is still in there.. Maybe she's hiding just a bit further away... But she's in there, the external stuff is a reaction to trying to cope, our tender hearted, spunky Payts is still there, she explodes at first reaction and then when she thinks things through she knows what's right, wrong, truth etc.

I know i shouldn't say it (the psychologists would probably say I'm enabling you to do things) BUT... She probably deserved it 😡

I'm sorry you're not at school though cause that's really important, because that will help u a lot to do what you want when you're bigger.

How long are u away for...r you allowed back?

Payts are they taking legal action against the people who have abused you, it worries me that they are not locked up, because from what I've heard u say over the past couple of years, they really should be.

I'm glad you're back with Molly though kiddo, when u can and feel able to u need to have a sit down chat with her about what's going on inside...

You're a good kid Payts, the outside stuff is just you reacting to the hurt inside. You have potential... Never give up ok...

Hey kiddo

I'm really glad you're back at school, it feels like forever at the time, but it's a few extra years and then you'll be out, you probably won't see some of those people again.

Anger classes... Hmmm dont get mad at me... 😏 but it maybe is a good thing, you have got a lot of things going on inside...

I think kite knew we loved her, she had a special place in our hearts and us in hers, she felt almost like an older sister for me, like someone that would sort out anyone who would mess with her friends 💜

I'm not understanding how they keep getting away with things Payts, because they have removed you from there more then once, they must know something was really wrong, Sorry for keep bringing it up, but it just bothers me that they are not in jail where they most certainly belong. I hope one day that will get sorted out 💜

My son is doing ok, learning more words and he will say a few words here and there trying to communicate more, we say, good words and that makes him happy. He likes to act grumpy now and again... Sort of doing the teenager thing 😁

I saw the drs yesterday and they were happy with the progress of my hand so I'm allowed to take the splint off, although i still sleep with it on. Now i have to do exercises with my hand so i can use it properly again, soo glad it's off! 8 weeks i had to wear that jolly thing, put me into a weird space, so that's a bit of a relief, kinda stiff and sorish though, but that will come right with time and exercising it.

Anyway kiddo ive been so busy at work and other things i almost feel like falling over at times, so I'm going to send u big hugs and see u later.

Proud of u Payts xx

Ps.. Profile pic is beautiful xx

I did c your pic, u look beautiful, but u r normally beautiful xx why the change of hair colour. I dye my hair to but to hide the Grey's😀

Yes i can also think of slow painful ways to sort them out..

They have abused u your whole life Payts, but the diff now is you are older and they can't hide things from people as much as they could before, hopefully now when you are speaking about it people will start to listen more.

They stole a lot from u Payts, and the things u need to work through are not easy and take time... but you my little friend are a precious soul, a caring beautiful young lady, a person of character, and have an inner strength all this they have not taken from you. I've seen this in you since the beginning and still do, I think that's what M also sees, even when you do stuff that makes me want to kick your butt sometimes because i worried,😕😀 i know that's just you trying to deal with the pain inside etc, but just saying that's the way I always have "seen you" hugs kiddo.

@paytonfaye2005

Hey kiddo

Sorry I have been studying for my exams, working and also havnt been feeling to well.

How u doing after your time in hospital....

You never told me what happened?

Hugs my little friend. Xx🌹🌹🌹