A Brief Overview - My Story, TW

What started and contributed to the development of C-PTSD and dissociative issues

First trauma:

Premature birth (3 months early). Lots of invasive and painful medical procedures for 3 months (was in hospital NICU for 3 months), I died more than once. There was little parental bonding during this time due to being whisked away and kept in incubator and hooked on other machines.

After first trauma, ages toddler to adult - severe physical abuse (severe beltings starting at an early age (possibly, going off of memory fragments), sadistic/painful and "weird games", etc), severe psychological abuse (emotional, verbal, mental), parental alienation/severe covert incest, RA (religious/systematic abuse), and sexual abuse (possibly as a child, no memory just feelings and symptoms), countless rapes ages 17-22. Some possible torture also but not sure if it can be 'termed' that it not.

Also a witness to violence against others throughout childhood.

What about all of you? What do you feel contributed to your issues as adults?

May this be a place we find support and release.