hard time
TW: mentions of su!c!d3, self harm, m3ntal @bus3
hey, i’m new here on 7cups, and i joined because of some new happenings.
my mom is going to commit su!c!d3. she probably isn’t going to be here tomorrow. i don’t know what to do. all day today, i’ve been with her and my father and i have tried to convince her out of it, but nothings working. i don’t know what to do.
last night, she left the house and was gone for over an hour and a half. we couldn’t find her anywhere. when we did find her, she was, metaphorically, numb. she wasn’t talking to anyone.
i have a younger brother, he’s 11. i’m 14. my dad is sorta mentally abusiv3, but he’s on his knees bawling right now, begging my mom to stay alive.
my brother plays hockey, and he has two games tomorrow. i have a feeling he’ll quit if she dies. i’m scared that i might harm myself again if she dies. i’m scared that i wont have my mama.
she won’t let us call, saying that she’s miserable and will k!ll herself in front of us if we do. i don’t know what to do. if youre a listener and would be comfortable talking to me about this, please leave a comment or reach out. anything.
i can’t lose my mama. i need her. ❤️
@natcatjyn28 oh honey this is heartbreaking😥 your so young to have to go through all this🙁 is there anyway you can call anyone secretly?? I don't know who would even be best to call😕 maybe the hospital or police🙁 I'm not a listener, but I'm here for you, we can talk here ❤ you are safe here ❤ sits beside you and hugs you tightly ❤ has she ever been like this before? That you can remember
@Tinywhisper11 no she hasn’t, but i talked to her for a long time last night and i convinced her out of it for now ❤️❤️ im still worried, i couldn’t fall asleep last night. but she’s coming to my brother’s games with us! that’s a plus! i really hope it gets better, and i feel like it may have something to do with her meds (not antidepressants, i think it’s for adhd). thank you so so so much for your support ❤️❤️❤️❤️ you’re amazing 🤩
@natcatjyn28 your the one who's amazing, you stayed calm enough to be there for your family and talk to your mum about it all ❤❤ I'm sure your still very scared about the whole situation, but thank God you were there ❤❤ I bet your little brother smiled a big smile to know that's she's coming to his game ❤ and oneday he'll realise the hero his big brother is ❤❤ are those meds, new meds?? Cause side effects can be terrible 🙁 I hope you manage to get some sleep today ❤ and I'm always here, we all are, so never be afraid to reach out ok? Gives you the giantist tiny hug ever ❤❤ sends lots of love your way ❤
