Trigger Warning: Online Youtube incident distress
I am reaching out today as I am in a state of distress due to an incident I witnessed online. I am seeking support and guidance to help me navigate through these challenging emotions.
The incident involved a distressing situation where a Youtuber engaged in severe bullying, which tragically led to another Youtuber attempting suicide live on air after showing her last words live on air, and she's in critical condition, with doctors informing that her chance of survival is really low. The actions and lack of remorse displayed by the responsible Youtuber have deeply impacted me, causing significant distress and anxiety, as I experienced bullying during elementary school.
Witnessing the pain and suffering inflicted upon the victim has left me feeling shocked, saddened, and deeply affected. I find myself experiencing heightened anxiety and struggling to cope with the gravity of this situation. The ongoing mockery and lack of empathy displayed by the responsible Youtuber have only intensified my distress. I got really mad at that Youtuber for lack of remorse, but I decided not to put comments on her, as my parents don't want to see me getting involved with someone who doesn't have a relationship with me at all.
I flagged the video and reported that Youtuber for 'harassment and cyberbullying', but I don't know when I'm going to recover from this shocking and distressing experience. I hope I can get good help and advice so I can recover.