Introducing myself

Hey everybody, I am a member of this lovely community and I am a active listener. I'm going through a hard time at the moment. My dad passed away last year and I've been coping very well but at moments of trauma because my mom thought that I was being taken advantage of and I have several palsy and I'm a electric wheelchair I have been going through *** because this trauma with the police accusing one of my support workers has really affected my life. I am studying to become a counselor. I want to do a apprenticeship on here and I want to become a account loan. Here it is affecting my relationship romantically and every relationship that I have. I am also a graphic designer and a advocate for people with disabilities and just applebots/ everyday people. I am very positive I do affirmations and I love meditation and self-help stuff and I am spiritual. I go to a spiritual church