Surviver
A few years ago (I was 15) my boyfriend was very controlling and he used to drink and do drugs. He used to beat me up, cut me, throw broken bottles at me, rape me and broke my rib. I've been struggling a lot to get over it as he is still not in prison for what he did to me. I wasn't the first and I doubt I'm the last, he keeps messaging me but because of "lack of evidence" cannot be arrested.. If anyone can help me please do, I'll gladly help others
I am so sorry that this had happened to you 
It's been so difficult and even though I'm now engaged to a wonderful guy, I'm still haunted by this other and can't get away 😔
I'm glad you got out and didn't let him manipulate you into staying. Your a strong young lady. In time he will get what he deserves. Until then seek your distinct attorney or your domestic violence in your area.
Focus on the new cause not every person the same.
I'm sorry for all you've had to endure in your past abusive relationship and that you're still being haunted by it. We can't give you legal advice as we don't know what country you're from, how the legal system works in your area, or the details of your situation. For that it's best to see a lawyer or some type of legal consultant or advocate. If you'd like to chat and get some emotional support, feel free to message me. Little by little you can get stronger. It's great that you're reaching out 
