Any advice..
The negativity that has surrounded my kids and I since my sisters murder in September of 2019 has been horrible!!!!
I find myself in my room a LOT.
My middle son and youngest do not give a crap about anything I say..
My middle son still hates me for breaking up with his dad in 2017 even though we have been back together since that October..
He tells me he hates me.
Im a fat ugly mom and a piece of crap.
Wishes he was adopted.
Says other very HARSH things..
I try to stay positive.. But my goodness.. I dont know how much more of this shit I can take..
When my sister was killed.. It hurt all of us soo deeply.
@Daydreamer071314
Thanks for sharing your story. I feel your frustration and pain, and while I applaud you for trying to maintain a positive outlook, it's certainly understandable that you're struggling. As a listener, I would be happy to support you, as I am sure many others are willing. I hope you connect with someone who can be of encouragement and help you feel less alone.
