I got a question?
Does anyone in her have bipolar anxiety manic depression and ptsd?
Today is a day where I am really emotional today. And I don't know where it is coming from. I have a great guy now who supports me through all of this. But yet I feel like crying today. I am happy where I am but I am just all over the place with my emotions.
Let me tell you some about me. I was diagnosed about 6 years ago with anxiety, manic depression with psychosis tendencies, and ptsd. The ptsd and anxiety came from being married to an abusive alcoholic husband. And I had alot of abuse from him. He passed away 5 years ago. But sometimes all the negative things he said to me still lingers.
The ptsd came from when I was 16 and I lost my child. As I held him until he took his last breath. Well 4 years ago I met a man who still to this day has a long lasting affect on me. He left me a little over a year ago and moved in with another woman. That is when I found out I was bipolar.
Now I met the guy I'm with and he is there for me through everything. But I am still on this Rollercoaster rise. What do you all do to get through these tough times. When you don't know how to explain what is going on in your head? Ease give me some suggestions. Thank you for letting me vent.