Can I ever get what I want

I'm not trying to judge you, but do you think it's possible that your mom prohibits you from singing because you've been too preoccupied with it to the point that you neglect your study? Study is important too. My suggestion is for you to balance out your love for singing and your duty as a student. Promise your mom that you'll do your best in both fields and work hard to keep that promise. Hopefully your mom will be willing to reconsider her stance in this matter.

Dont let lack of communication destroy your realtionship with mom.Talk to her about it.study atleast get passing marks at the same time do this stuff and if it doesnt work out then focus on studying if it workout then thats nice.

Don't rear anything, you can make your dreams come true in time, but the important question is - how will you be able to make it? Think of it in this way: Without a good amount of money you can't go to another country, right? So that means you'll have to earn and save some money first. But what could you work as? And how old are you, like what jobs can you get if you're under-aged? My personal opinion and suggestion is, you need to study well for school because you need a good job to make enough money to do as you please. Being a YouTuber isn't always enough to pay your bills, and just keep in mind that most of the YouTubers or singers/actors etc. have another income source, everyone starts with music part-time until they have enough to afford what they need Stay positive

Hello, Yes it is best to talk to your mom. Take a look back in see if your studies are not up to part.