I need help

You're always welcome to switch over to your member account here for support and to talk things through. However, for more in-depth help, researching available professional resources in your area could provide you with the guidance and expertise you need. 

@lyricalLion19 online licensed therapists are available with a paid option only on the member account.

Exciting New Video Option for online therapy at 7 Cups or regular text based therapy ? https://www.7cups.com/forum/therapy/General_2432/ExcitingNewFeaturefor7CupsOnlineTherapyandCoaching_319430/

Here is a link to therapists only works on the member accounthttps://www.7cups.com/online-therapy/