Losing myself more each day

Lost in life

lost in luck,

Taking each day

like I don't give a ***.

The days pass by

hour by hour,

I just can't find

this once lost power.

I used to be strong

I used to be tough,

No matter the problem

no matter how rough.

But that was long ago

before the pain,

A heart full of passion

now full of shame.

Worthless useless

full of despair,

Broken and damaged

no chance of repair.

Try as I might

to break down this wall,

Each time I strike it

I stumble and fall.