... not okay..

@Girlycat

I'm proud of you for how far you come and please, never undermine all the progress you made. A relapse is just a tiny setback compared to the massive amount of steps you have taken to reach where you are today. Every day is and struggle. Even if you relapse, that doesn't mean that staying clean for that long wasn't an achievement. Don't be hung up, saying 'oh I was clean for so long and now I ruined it'. Don't worry about how long you've been clean. Focus on tomorrow and how you are going to be clean the next day and the day after that. Addiction is an uphill battle, but the key is getting up and trying again. Don't give up. I know you've got this. I want you to know that if you need anyone to talk to, I'll be there for you.