Hi New

New here. I first cut as a teen and managed micro cuts. Kinda sick to say I was proud of the micros bc no one knew. 40s now and my husband of 16 yrs has no idea. In our marriage I have managed to only cut less than a dozen times. Last time was less than a few years go. I still get the thoughts. An argument a bad day sometimes its sudden. I feel the urge to cut. I just don't have anyone to talk to when it happens. That's why I'm here. It's been a hard dealing with this my whole life. I was on an online forum before but it's pretty deal there.