Wanting it again

Alwaysasleep
May 11th, 2022
I have been clean for over 7 years. Lately im falking back in anxiety and the urge to harm myself grows stronger every day. Right now i am scared to go downstairs because i am home alone and thats where the knifes are...I dont know how to stop this urge.

JasmineFlower222
May 18th, 2022
I'm so proud of you for going that long!!! That's amazing. I know it's anxiety inducing and it can get very hard even for someone who has been clean for a while. That's ok. Relapse is a part of recovery and even if you relapse after that long we are still here for you and we will support you no matter what.