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Relapse after 5 years clean…

Saeka January 12th, 2022

After 5 years clean… relapsed again in December 2021.With deeper scars this time.

Now I’m just living in the moment. Trying to stay clean until January… and February after that… March…


I’m trying to keep myself busy all the time. My weird coping mechanism.

Any tips?

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kindcherry2 January 12th, 2022

@Saeka

Hey Saeka.

I'm so proud of how long you went without self harm. I'm sorry to hear that you relapsed last month at the end of the year. I'm sorry to hear that you caused deeper scars to yourself this time. I understand just living in the moment not knowing what to expect from day to day. I understand you trying to stay clean and I'm proud of that. I understand trying to keep yourself busy from using this unhealthy coping skill. I understand feeling this way isn't easy. I would suggest trying to search up alternative coping skills for self harm. I would suggest looking at these 2 websites. They can help you find some alternative coping skills. Links: https://www.adolescentselfinjuryfoundation.com/the-butterfly-project#:~:text=The%20idea%20is%20simple.%20You%20simply%20draw%20a,still%20visible%3B%20you%20have%20to%20wash%20it%20off. https://www.gloucestershireselfharm.org/media/1039/coping-strategies.pdf. I hope these 2 links will help you. I hope you know you're not alone and many people out there in the world struggle with self harm. If you ever need to talk 7 cups is here for you. We're beside you during this troubling time. Please take care of yourself and your mental health as it is very important. I hope this message finds you safe and healthy. ❤️


BedHeadzzz March 9th, 2023

I’m just reading this now and I hope you have been doing well on your journey. You have to believe yourself that you don’t need it. It doesn’t help anymore.