Over the healed ones (TW)
It's too overwhelming. Going over the healed ones hurt but I just can't stop. I feel bad for going over the healed ones because it worked hard to cover up and I end up hurting it again. Now it has developed a scar which will stay in forever due to the trauma. Same scenario, they healed me, but ended up hurting me in the end leaving a huge scar on my heart which will never recover unless someone saves it.
@LittleSodo
Well, I do have great friends who help me cover them up but I'm starting to get guilty because I know they're suffering from something too and I'm right here having all their attention. I genuinely want to tell them to take care of themselves first, but they'll just end up refusing to do so. I love them, I'm glad I have them but I just can't continue being like this in front of them.
@Tamikiii
im so sorry that you are in so much pain and have both physical scars and scars on your heart. What would it look like if you tried to save and heal the scars on your heart yourself? I know that’s a big thought, but as I read your post, it’s what popped into my head. Please feel free to reach out to me if you want to chat more. You aren’t alone.
Kristy