October Check In

@Kristynsmama rn im doing very well bcuz the thing i used got dirty sooo yeah but im probably gonna get smth new mainly bcuz i feel like giving in will make stuff better it probably wont but welp thats for future me to deal with i g

@Sebastian0o0 im the first reply hehhee

@Sebastian0o0

Hugs sebby. It takes a lot courage to talk about this stuff. I'm so proud you reached out to us.

It sounds like you are growing, doing something new instead of sh. It takes a lot of pain to break the cycle of sh. 

I'm sorry recovery have to be so difficult for all of us.

@Sebastian0o0 uhhhh i kinda bought smth new😅

@Sebastian0o0

smh😮‍💨

@Apeatrice idk what i was thinking😔

@Sebastian0o0

please don't be too hard on yourself, buddy.

hugs if okay.

its just...I can relate...😭

@Apeatrice hugs😭 im sorry that u can relate <3

@Kristynsmama i wonder... if i'm recovering or not

@hyunjinnn

Humm...sounds like you are feeling uncertain about recovery, may I ask whats making you feel this way?

Also hugs, thank you for taking this step of reaching out for help.

@Kristynsmama

Eh...I 'm ...actually only three days clean. Has been dealing with a lot of stress and I'm trying to change something so, it has been really difficult atm.

I found it helpful to listen to music while dealing with urges.

Humm. I did had a prevention plan. I say had, cos now its somewhere in the trash. Think I needs to rewrite one with more structures and stuff.