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My Self harm

sociableGrapes9795 August 15th, 2023

I feel confused. I know that I have emotions and struggles in my life, but when I cut, I feel like there isn’t a real reason WHY I do it. I feel like there is something wrong with me…and I’m not sure what to do. I feel horrible about myself after I cut, but I don’t know how to stop if I don’t know why I am doing it.

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lavenderBlackberry8277 August 15th, 2023

@sociableGrapes9795 as of recently I've been feeling the same, I don't even get the same rush I used to get when I cut, sometimes I just feel like Im doing it to make a pint to myself ( I mean im not sure of that why I still do but just a thought I had)

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sociableGrapes9795 OP August 15th, 2023

ya i just feel like i hate myself because i don’t have a reason, like there is nothing for me to blame except myself you know?

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lavenderBlackberry8277 August 15th, 2023

@sociableGrapes9795 yeah, I hate being self aware because it feels like I can trace everything back to me

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sociableGrapes9795 OP August 15th, 2023

exactly, and it hurts even more to really realize that it’s my fault and i’m the problem

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