I am proud... But also confused

IAmTooTiredToThinkOfAUser
March 2nd, 2024
Guys! I am 40 days free!!!
I am proud, don't get me wrong, but I am also upset.
Like I'm happy I'm free. Finally. But I'm not happy because I am happy. I'm not comfortable with it. Idk.
Anyone relate? Got any advice?

lovingRainbows2088
March 2nd, 2024