(triggering) doesn’t really make sense, i have no energy to try
I’m suffocating
and no one sees it
I feel endless pain
I have never felt so low
when i no longer what to be here
im confused but so scared
i can’t do this
i can’t focus
i can barely focus
i hate this endless acting
when can a rest
when can i finally be me
the answer feels like never
i want to cry but no tears come out
the only person i can rely on is me
but i don’t even trust me
i’m struggling
but no one sees it
will someone see it, i’m scared and alone
a bomb on a timer
(I can’t do this no more, it’s so hard and i’m so scared, these thoughts are getting darker, i’ve never felt this way before but i feel so bad i just wish it would *** stop.)- sorry for swearing, but i have no energy to edit.
every time you lose motivation, it doesn't mean you can't get it back. if you believe in your bad luck, you are wrong. you don't have to believe in anything except yourself.
if you believe that your energy is limited, stop believing it. Your energy is in your mind. if you find it hard to smile, stop smiling and don't smile. because smiling too much is easy to waste energy, right?
you don't need too much energy and too many smiles. just love yourself and believe that bad days give you more energy. why? because when you have a bad day, you don't smile too much and not really waste your energy.
spend your time alone, you will understand that you are precious as you are.
