ohhh the itching
TW!! stay safe!! 👽
i think i have a sorta twisted fascination for wanting to cut myself. i started wayyy back in early middle school and im an adult now., everytime i think im finally over it, i relapse. i can be months clean and suddenly something ticks me off and everything repeats itself. its so lame.. and its also tricky because sh is such a sensitive topic that i really dont talk to anyone about it. like yeah my friends see the scars but i dont expect them to. do anything about it. thats not their job. im not clean rn but ive been fighting really really hard not to make it worse.,. my brother left for college recently and he was the only one in my house i could really talk to, so its been super isolating. isolation is more alone time for me to have these gross fascinations that i just cant stop. anywayy…! apologies for the mindless rambling. hope everyone is doing their bestÂ
@basilpilled
Hello, I had several horrible years and was cutting all through them until I began drawing a heart on both my wrists as my reminder to self care and do a good job caring for myself. I just was going to bed but would like to chat more in the near future. Try to heal from within and you won't desire or need to induce that kind of pain any more. Heal within. Sending strength and well wishes!
Blessings, Day
