Seek and you shall find

I'm still very new. But I have multiple issues past and present. I have looked at the 1:1 listeners but their descriptions are very vague and have found it to be extremely cumbersome to find another that has been through all I have or has knowledge. Was wondering how one can make it known what they have been through by key words as part of their profile for others to be able to relate to another. I have trust issues and just giving pieces of my soul out to another after another is too much to endure. As well as me acknowledging it may be too much for a listener to endure also. I need support but cannot see using others like trying on pairs of jeans to find the right fit. That is inhumane and would only cause pain for others and myself. Any ideas.

Mine for instance: Infidelity, Loss of child, Divorce, Family member of Schizo. Caregiver for dying Parkinson, History of drug/alcohol abuse, History of mental, physical and sexual abuse. Single parent with my abuser as the father. Parenting a young child of the incerated. Recent physical abuse charges against my young child from his daycare, Lonilness, Friendless, Poverty, In school, Living with abusers parents.